i can honestly say one thing: I HATE EXAMS.

i swear that all the exam stress, and whatever that comes along with it, are all catching on to me. and it doesn't help that i think that my memory is deteriorating at such a tender age of 16. I HATE THIS. but what help does ranting do?

nothing

so, right now, i have to work my ass off doubly hard. cos for an underachiever like me to do well, requires a huge miracle. dear God, i know you hear me, and i've been rather naughty this past few years, but i BEG you: help me through this. PLEASE.

this is my plea to God and whomever that reads this. i mean, a whole year worth of topics. i NEED to remember it all. and apply it. and do well.

is it possible to go crazy from extreme high levels. cos if it is, there's a high possiblity that i may be facing that soon. yet another problem to add.

ah, what am i doing? ok, this is it. this is the last post i'm gonna be doing till exams are over.

i can do it! it's just another 9 days till the thing starts. and another 17 till it's all over. just work my brain for another 17 days, and i'll finally be liberated.

cheer me on. i'll do it. i can do it. and i WILL.

self-inspirational talk there. i swear that this post would barely make sense. i'm just throwing in random thoughts that have been bugging me and putting them all together.

alright, MAJOR MUGGING (alliteration) starts NOW!