i am SOOO glad to say that malay is over!!!! :) well, that's not really saying much considering the fact that i still have to take it for another 3 months or so, untill i sit for the hmt o level paper. drats...

anyway, before i start whining about how awful malay was, i think i should give a brief overview to each subject. because when i said "bad" or "ok" or even "good", i dont think it covered much. oh and i wont put any details to any questions because it may be seen as a form of cheating.

firstly, we had english paper 1, (to those who don't know, that's an argumentative essay) which i think i screwed up cos my points were just sooooo.... weak? i have got no other word to describe it...

then, bio was on the very same day, and i said it was ok. basically, what i meant was - bio teacher A made it seem like it would be SO darn hard that we REALLY couldnt make the last page. but guess what? i did! except i think that i din answer WELL. and that's the bit they're kinda looking for. but heck. the last 2 pages SERIOUSLY scared me. and that was probably the last bio paper that i'd ever have to take. XD

thursday was physics... and thank goodness for us history students, we dont have a LIT paper on the very same day!!! (haha charmbu!!!). well, i think i screwed up majority of the calculation questions because of the conversion of units. and the last 3 page were just "WHUTT?!!?". there is seriously no other word. whut. really.

friday was math. :( but hey, i should be able to pass. but seriously, i am such SUCH and idiot!!! the stupid questions were... stupid(?). but i'm glad that when i had more time and i finally got back to the questions i left out, i could do some of them! :)

and on the same day, we had philo. i think it was spastically funny. i used 4 inch high stilletos to prove one of my points. funny. :P

english comprehension was on monday. i think it's gonna end the same way as all my other comprehension exams. yup. the same way.

history later that day was ok. seriously. it was ok. except i screwed up my statistics in one of my points. (my overviews are getting shorter and shorter)

tuesday was CHEM. i think i should be able to pass! :) but, sad to say, i made oh-so many careless mistakes. like i knew what the answer and method was. but just at that point of time, my brain just had to choose that point of time to have a mental block. so yea. i could've gotten another 10 marks, possibly.

and then today.. malay was SO DARN HARD!!! like thank gdness the peribahasa i studied cameout. except one. which i didnt know. but anyways, the comprehension sections were royally screwed in more ways than one...

tmr's SS. and i hope i can meet my own expectations for this paper. but stupid ppl have to ruin our perfect plan of getting out of school asap and have our macs bitch session. apparently, we have to go for some briefing for FAM... but ah well, it's all good.

see ya tmr!!

hey ho! we're ALMOST done with exams! most of our papers are over, namely (and in order);

english paper 1, biology
physics
math, philo
english paper 2, history
chemistry

those that are together in a single line were taken on the very same day.

anyways, the only papers that i'm left with is MALAY and social studies. and by thursday, 9.15am, i would be absolutely liberated from the evil clutches of EYAs in RGS. thank goodness. but you know, strangely, i get this nagging feeling deep inside me that i'm somewhat gonna miss it. you know, having exams in the freezing hall (where i swear, the temperature would be perfect for making ice cream) and all that jazz. i mean, i don't think it' dbe the same next year. but then again, that feeling is only felt deep, deep, DEEP down. :P

so anyways, malay tomorrow. and quite frankly, i'm not worried. perhaps it's due to the fact that i don't load myself with expectations when it comes to malay. i mean, come on. malay. but, but, i PROMISE that i'd live and breathe (or at least try to as my friend suggests) malay in time for Os. i truly want a B3. i think it'd be awesome if i could get that.

well, there's still SS on thursday. and let me tell you, after that, our day is gonna be FILLED with jam-packed action, excitement, and FUN!!! XD we're planning on bringing a change of clothes on thursday.

see, here's how it's planned out to be

first, we sit for the 1 hr 15 min SS paper.
next, we change into our "outing clothes"
since the paper will end pretty early, and we have so much time to kill before all the stores begin to open, we're gonna chill at mcs or starbucks to have a REAL long bitch session. (that would include the regular bitch crew)
then, once opening time arrives, we dash to paragon, or far east or wherever and have an awesomely well-deserved break. and what better way, then SHOPPING?!!
yea! so then, we're planning on going to the arcade and play all sorts of games. ( i cant name any because the last time i visited an arcade was years ago, and who knows how many new games could have been created?)

so there. and i'm planning on popping by my tutor's place and dropping off some notes (see i'm lending my history notes to my friend)

and that concludes my FUN-filled day! :) of course, i haven't included the anime and manga i'd be catching up to! :) cant wait!!!

see ya in 2 days!

i can honestly say one thing: I HATE EXAMS.

i swear that all the exam stress, and whatever that comes along with it, are all catching on to me. and it doesn't help that i think that my memory is deteriorating at such a tender age of 16. I HATE THIS. but what help does ranting do?

nothing

so, right now, i have to work my ass off doubly hard. cos for an underachiever like me to do well, requires a huge miracle. dear God, i know you hear me, and i've been rather naughty this past few years, but i BEG you: help me through this. PLEASE.

this is my plea to God and whomever that reads this. i mean, a whole year worth of topics. i NEED to remember it all. and apply it. and do well.

is it possible to go crazy from extreme high levels. cos if it is, there's a high possiblity that i may be facing that soon. yet another problem to add.

ah, what am i doing? ok, this is it. this is the last post i'm gonna be doing till exams are over.

i can do it! it's just another 9 days till the thing starts. and another 17 till it's all over. just work my brain for another 17 days, and i'll finally be liberated.

cheer me on. i'll do it. i can do it. and i WILL.

self-inspirational talk there. i swear that this post would barely make sense. i'm just throwing in random thoughts that have been bugging me and putting them all together.

alright, MAJOR MUGGING (alliteration) starts NOW!

hey!! i am SO sorry for not updating in a long time!!! and to answer all the questions -
1 - i couldn't be bothered even during the post myas period. i kept procrastinating. like haiz. tmr lah... and so on and so forth. up till now

2 - i have NO idea how to change the skin or put in the tagboard. somebody save me pls!

yea. so basically. that's all i wanna say right now. oh and a few more things.

-eyas are in 10 days!!!! shit! i think i am bloody screwed. :(

-i am currently in a MAJOR crushing mode that makes my heart and emotions go on roller coaster rides and all sorts.

-i MISS gym!!! like i was looking back at all the pics from last year and all my videos and all. boy, am i missing a LOT now. but i cant do anything. cos it was my decision and i have to follow it through because i already weighed everything and it can't possibly be reversed, having all the reasoning null and void just from a picture. so yes. but i DO miss it. and that one remains a fact.

well, i promise that i will update the moment eyas end. ok not moment. more like "the same day" so here. i shall pledge.

i, nazyra bte suhairi, hereby pledge to revive this blog, put up a tagboard and change the skin of this blog the day EYAs end, on the 28th of August 2008. and also, i will link all my friends and family.

-nazyra

there. i'll be sure to do it. as for now. astalabyebye. :P

and wish me luck in EVERYTHING